A Letter

Dear life, Its been a lot that you have done for me, There were things I wanted and some never wanted to see. It's enough that you have done for me, Now you can take a rest and please let me feel a little less. You have always blessed me with a little everything that included sorrow, loneliness, emptiness, guilt, and much more. But there was always a smile behind my cry that I wore. You have tried a lot to break me apart, But somehow I have always consoled my heart saying, no, life didn't end, there will be a time when I'll smile the real with a real me. And till then I am surviving with a little ray of hope that happiness will knock my door, very soon, like every day the sun rises with a new day and new hopes while hiding the darkness of the moon! It's been decades and years that I have bear. There is so much that I have hold on but the time never stops its already have gone, Sometimes I wonder why even have I born. Is it that life wants a roller coaster ride and I am the one in front of it's eyes! My heart is already torn into bits and pieces. I can't fix it, and on my life, people can even write thesis. There's always a person in every other's life, But there is no one by my side. Sorrows and problems inside my heart I always have hide, In a fear that if someone would know, will they even try, To resolve and make it solve or the next day I would become famous of what I feared and would build the boundary walls. I fear life, I fear people, I fear every other thing surrounded and wonder is it fake or the things I can see are real!