Remember

I still remember the time when I begged you to accept my request! But why you took months to accept it, was and is my forever quest? But I never knew that since the time we got connected, you'll just take 7 months to be active because after that you got to fly so high in the sky, that you are not coming back even if, what not we try! That you would leave me in tears and I would crave to cry! I never thought I'll have to remember you as a memory in near future! Your absence in my life is just like a torture. Its been a while that I ignored logging in to the other account, Because than, I open your profile and from your last post the days I count! Since 8 years there's no notification of yours popping up on my screen! If it happens I would just cry and scream! Some days before a notification popped up flashing your name on the screen. Which said to be our 8 years friendversary on facebook! Apparently turned to be the time of your absence from our life as well! With your name I ignore saying 'death'! because the thought of this, tears my heart while choking my breath! Because the wound of your loss is still so fresh, and letting you go is what, forever I regret!