Dear Brother

DEAR BROTHER, I remember the time when you have changed your line. From fighting like cats and dogs it turned into opening the secret locks. I used to tell you the secrets of my life but you never did though I tried. You have always been a silent person though lots of things spilled through your mind. But I remember the time when you start to spill the secrets after mine. It made me feel happy and wanted but was confused at the same time, Because you never wanted to tell your secrets to the people as you feel not fine. While you, played the video games we had long hours chat and beside you I sat. We never had these long hour chats while sipping the coffee and sitting on the bed. You started to spill the things from the time you woke up to the time you closed your eyes in the night. You told me the numerical you solved and the shit you resolved. You told me the tiny things which made you laugh a little high while you hit on your friends thigh. The things from the time of you sitting in the bus till the second of getting back to the house is about what I was aware. I love those moments when you told me about the girl who proposed you and you liked her too. I used to get aware from the time you made the plans with your friends, of chilling out to the time it is getting converted into the group studies. It was the time when we both were sitting beside each other and there was no one in the house. You were telling me about the things which happened in the coaching, that you were growing in studies, that you were getting good remarks from the teachers, that you were excelling day by day but that day, yes that same day I guess was not good for us, that day was the worst as when Mummy Papa came then you were blamed of not filling up the tank of the scooty while already have the money, you stood from the place which was beside me, yes you were sitting beside me so happily while we were talking and you took the key and drove the scooty after making Mummy aware of you were hungry. We waited and waited, you didn’t came but a call from your phone did. It sounded of a guy but not you, you were not the guy The words of that guy just sounded a big lie, as he told us that on the road unconsciously you lied You met with an accident were the words which hurts, at a certain point my breath got chocked and while seeing you in the hospital on the streacher, lying unconsciously made my heart broke. You were lying their covered all over with blood there were so many cuts and scratches over your body and the pain you were going through we really can’t imagine, Though we controlled ourselves and let the doctors do the rest and hoped it would go well Sitting on my bed while thinking of my brother coming to me and chatting with me again like we did before made me feel a bit good But, only till the time when people were quite, The second I heard that you were no more made me numb and my mind silently got chocked as now you would never woke. With you my happiness has gone away miles and yeah now I fake smiles.