If you were here!

What is that when anything happens the one person who comes in my mind is you, when I know you can't be here, why do I imagine things of, you comfying me of the situation when I know you can't come to calm me, to love me. Why do I remember you all the times of vulnerablity and saddness, I know I am selfish, I know I am bad, to remember you when in need, and when, apparently for love and care I greed. I wonder if you were here, everything would have been good, all the things fall into places while nicely handled situations and all the cases. I know you can't come, its just the sound of my mind and my heart's greed. If you were here I wouldn't be scared of anyone or anything, if you were here I wouldn't have to worry about things I can't handle, because I know you have my back. You are gone far across in the dimension I can't come for now, I Don't know the time I'd be there with you and how. I hope to be with you soon, I miss you like heaven's sake, I hope, for my greed, you don't hate!

I miss you brother! 😔

RIP